A Journey Through Messy Perfect: Finding Grace in Chaos
I never really enjoy being the first to drop a review, but here we go! When I learned that Tanya Boteju, the talented author behind Bruised and Kings, Queens, and In-Betweens, was releasing a new novel, I couldn’t help but feel a bubbling excitement. Given my appreciation for her previous works—Bruised still lingers in my mind—I was eager to dive into Messy Perfect, especially with its intriguing religious themes.
At its heart, Messy Perfect follows Cassie Perera, a model student at her Catholic high school who seems to have it all: stellar grades, athletic prowess, a spot on the student council, and a commitment to her community through library volunteering. But Cassie’s perfectly curated life gets a shake-up when her childhood friend Ben resurfaces after an absence. This reunion forces Cassie to confront a past filled with guilt and unresolved emotions, propelling her to create an underground Gay-Straight Alliance (GSA) at school. What unfolds is a powerful narrative that flips Cassie’s world upside down.
From the outset, I found myself rooting for Cassie; her determination and drive were palpable. I couldn’t help but think, "Girl, don’t burn yourself out!" Her character development is wonderfully crafted, revealing that her commitment to perfection is often a mask for her internal struggles related to identity and faith. Ben is equally compelling, and his character brings intriguing twists to the storyline that kept me engaged throughout.
What resonated with me the most was the nuanced portrayal of religious themes. Boteju doesn’t shy away from showcasing a spectrum of beliefs surrounding faith and identity. Some characters grapple with rejection of their faith, while others seek reconciliation. This layered exploration is refreshing and handled with grace, elevating the narrative beyond mere teenage angst.
However, I couldn’t help but stumble over a particular plot point involving the anonymity of the GSA’s activities. In a 2024 setting, the idea of a school not having security cameras seemed a stretch. I found myself taken out of the story, as I’ve seen firsthand how common security measures are in today’s educational landscape. While the enthusiasm of the GSA and their antics spark excitement, this detail needed a more contemporary approach.
Additionally, while Boteju beautifully represents a diversity of queer identities, I noted the absence of trans feminine characters. It feels like a missed opportunity, especially in today’s conversations surrounding intersectionality.
Despite these quibbles, Messy Perfect is a heartfelt journey I genuinely enjoyed. Its rich character development and poignant themes will resonate deeply, especially with those who have navigated the complexities of growing up in a religious setting. I would recommend this book not only to young readers encountering their identities but also to anyone who appreciates a powerful coming-of-age story.
In closing, this reading experience impacted me in unexpected ways, stirring introspection about faith, community, and the messiness of growing up. It’s a story worth sharing, and I can’t wait to hear what others think. Thank you to HarperCollins for this ARC—here’s to more conversations that matter! 🌈 4/5 stars.