Book Review: Gay the Pray Away by Emma Naudus
When I first stumbled upon Gay the Pray Away, the title alone snagged my curiosity. I mean, who wouldn’t be drawn to a story that hints at the tension between authenticity and societal expectation, especially from an author like Emma Naudus, whose voice I’ve come to adore through her audiobook narrations? Intrigued by the promise of a narrative steeped in themes of faith and queer identity, I dove right in—what a rollercoaster of emotion it turned out to be!
At its core, Gay the Pray Away follows Valerie, a girl raised in a church that encapsulates all the hallmarks of a cult—strict rules, oppressive ideologies, and an insidious atmosphere that stifles individuality. Valerie’s journey of self-discovery begins with the arrival of Riley, a new girl in her Bible study group. Their blossoming friendship and eventual romance act as catalysts for Valerie to question everything she’s known, leading to some tender moments but also some jarring realizations about the damaging effects of her upbringing.
I truly appreciated the exploration of religious trauma—a poignant reminder that many navigate the difficult path of reconciling their identities with ingrained beliefs. The quote, “It feels like a damn miracle every time someone like you or me can see through the fog of our childhood, and reach for the sun,” beautifully encapsulates this struggle. Valerie’s early acts of rebellion lead to some compelling character development, particularly her tumultuous relationship with those who embody the hypocrisy of her church.
However, while the book has strong foundational themes, I found the pacing a bit uneven, particularly in the third act. The conflict felt underdeveloped, teetering on the edge of profound but never quite breaking through. I wished we had a more structured progression in Valerie’s awakening rather than being told through exposition. It felt somewhat muddled at times, with the narrative oscillating between her ignorance and awareness of the oppressive environment around her.
And let’s talk about the romance! Valerie and Riley’s connection is nothing short of adorable, though I must admit, the insta-love trope feels a bit rushed. However, in the context of their circumstances, it was understandable—and oh-so-sweet. Their shared moments—especially during the conference—are a testament to the fervor of young love that blooms amidst chaos.
Naudus’s narration is, as always, a highlight of the experience for me. Her vocal warmth and inflections brought the characters to life, enhancing my connection to their plight. Listening to her own story felt like a gift—she has a unique talent that elevates her work beyond the page.
While Gay the Pray Away may not land as a favorite for me, I appreciate its critical dialogue around the intersection of religion and queerness, which can resonate deeply with many readers. This book might particularly speak to young adults beginning to question their surroundings and explore their identities. It’s a vital narrative that deserves to be heard, reflecting both the struggles and triumphs of finding oneself against the odds.
In summary, this tale is one of rebellion, love, and the journey to self-acceptance. Though it has its flaws—inconsistent pacing and somewhat overt messaging—its heart shines bright. I’m excited to see where Naudus goes next, and I truly hope she continues to explore these essential themes with the sensitivity and passion she’s poured into this debut.
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